Someday I'll be Saturday Night

Bye bye, Tumblr. 

This is the last time you inadvertantly tell me that my favourite character leaves one of my favourite shows. 

I used to think that you loved me…

Now, baby, I’m sure. 

And without you I am drifting on a dark and rising sea

You have to be there, you have to

Without you I’d drown in the deep

Too far, too far from land

The waters drag me down

I reach for your hand.

RIP Henry. I’ll never forget you. 

I’m done.

This me is done.

I will be a better person. I will be worthy of your love. I will do everything in my power to make this up to you, to stop you from hurting, because I love you with all my heart. Because you are the only person I’ve ever wanted. 

The three years of University will be officially over tomorrow. Tomorrow is my new start. I will leave all my baggage behind and move on. I will stop being scared. Because this is what I wished for; moving in with you. 

You are what my dreams are made of, and I promise you, I will contribute every cell of my being from now on to prove this to you. 

‘I turn my back and walk away. 

Away from the pain. 

Screaming loud, 

drowning out by the sound of the rain.

I need you more right now than I ever did.’

‘It looks as if you’re letting go.

Well if that’s real then I don’t want to know’

I can’t remember the last time I was tired from crying too much. 

When things happen to change everything you’ve planned for. Everything you’ve hoped for. Everything you’ve been excited for. 

I don’t know if I can do this. I already have my mother, who does her job amazingly well… I don’t need another one.